Betsy Robinson, author of funny literary stories about flawed people, is a perpetual seeker of truth.

From books to music to theater and fine art, from online TV to DVDs, this blog takes a look at current culture through a spiritual perspective ó with a touch of humor.

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All about growing up in a cult (April 16 blog)

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Notes from a Crusty Seeker

Don't Close the New York Public Library!

May 11, 2010

Tags: compassionate wisdom, fun, healing, Unemployment, Cost Cutting

For a person whoís not really into acquiring things, Iím amazed at how much stuff I have: a whole wall of books, three file cabinets of manuscripts, and then thereís the music ó the tapes and CDs, not to mention my collection of 33 1/3 records that take up two feet of floor in my bedroom and simply cannot be discarded.

I plan to weed. In my bedroom closet thereís a trunk full of I-donít-know-what ó oh no, itís photo albums and decades of personal journals that Iíll never read or look at, but I cannot throw away.

One nice thing about being unemployed is that I no longer buy anything to add to the clutter. I mean that. Aside from food and rent and essential services, I donít spend money. And I donít feel the least deprived. Why?

Because of the New York Public Library ó which is presently being threatened with a $37 million funding cut. This weekend I read The Time Travelerís Wife by Audrey Niffenegger. For three days I was in an altered state, and at the end, I felt certain that there can be no greater work than the service of giving people like me a wonderful story ó a story that makes you feel and think about things differently and know in your writerly gut that writing books is service.

Before Time Traveler, I read Manís Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl. For years people had recommended this book to me, but I didnít read it until a couple of weeks ago. Again ó transformation, new ideas, inspiration.

Iíve been on a Susan Trott novel binge and have read everything the library will lend. Iíve laughed, Iíve loved, and again ó I feel like writing is a service profession.

I read a whole bunch of books by very famous writers that won awards ó books that did not do much for me, but, hey, I didnít have to buy them. One of them, a Pulitzer Prize winner, was sheer torture, but I read it because so many people thought it was worthy, and I was curious. What I learned from this book is that there is writing that, for me, is not so much service as masturbation, and Iím just not that interested in it.

Iím currently writing a book with a partner ó a new experience for both of us. Itís a funny story, and I know by our mutual enjoyment that itís service. Maybe someday you will be able to take it out of the library. Maybe someday you will feel uplifted by it and share it with friends ó the way my partner and I have been doing with books we love. According to a new study, this is what we humans do: Researchers at the University of Pennsylvania who studied the New York Times list of most-emailed articles for six months discovered that what readers share most is articles that inspire awe (NY Times, 2/9/10). Humans need stories, awe-inspiring stories ó whether that awe is from facts or from sheer artistry and creativity (as in the Niffenegger book).

I have a theory about our cultureís evolution. It seems to me that everything but service will gradually fall away and die. There simply will be no space for it. When people do things for other people, itís service. But products, too, can be service ó when they minimize the space things inhabit. Much as I love paper books, I see the service aspect of e-books. The most lucrative business I can imagine will be one that recycles everything ó creating needed stuff without adding clutter to the world.

Good stories donít add clutter. They go into your mind, become part of you, and maybe even make you a better person. I will be a better person and de-clutter my apartment. I will be a better person by borrowing and reading books from the library. I will be a better person by defending the value of stories and the buildings that circulate them.

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  1. May 13, 2010 12:38 PM EDT
    I loved this, Betsy! It's all so true. And you said it all in such a great, inspiring way! Thanks!!!
    - Dawn
  2. May 13, 2010 12:41 PM EDT
    Thanks so much, pard'ner.
    - Betsy Robinson

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Big Moose Prize-winning novel
a funny, sometimes sad, story of negotiating life without a clue

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an epistolary memoir ... sort of
A funny and moving little book for anyone who's had a mother or struggled with being human.
anthology of stories and plays
includes Darleen Dances and stories below

1-act play

short story
the problem with worrying about the future

true story
Why I don't believe in death.

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